Isn't It Cheating

I tried to forget you but i failed,
please free me i feel like jailed,
love in my heart's still bleeding,
don't understand where to me love's leading,
i m unable to understand why u don't respond,
ur eyes don't answer i tried reading.
i have said this and i'll say it again,
without u my heart might stop beating,
promises that were never meant to be broken,
are now forgotten isn't it cheating.